White Coffee Princess
She stands for all that’s good
She stands for all that’s wrong
She stands alone in a world that cares not
She works for fun
Money for addictions
Exhausted she cries
Alone she smiles
Free she seems
Trapped by all she loves
The princess of her world she is
Addicted to the sounds
Of a million tired souls
Screaming to be heard
She lives a life of silence
She lives a life of lies
The only way that she can survive
The terrors this world can throw you.
White coffee and a growling stomach
Sooths her weary soul
Purity within the hunger
Pain within neglect
White coffee princess
Smile for me
Sing your truth, sing your lies,
Sing until your eyes are dry.
Within the madness, be there the sanity
For there is no cure for normality.
Today I Cryed
Today I cryed without a reason,
The tears falling from my eyes,
They were ones of pure pain,
To reveal this pain would show too much,
Today I cryed, alone,
In the dark the tears of pain,
Hidden years ago.
were ones not of regret,
Neither were they tears of love,
Nor do they stem from forget.
Of deep cuts and scares unhealing,
Some of them will haunt me forever,
Though the pain im always concealing.
So the truth you'll never know,
All you'll know is I cryed today,
In the dark all alone.
A Simple Message
(A Christmas Poem)
A simple message,
For you to see,
How magical Christmas can really be.
A simple idea, hard to comprehend,
But it all makes sense in the end.
Long ago,
When time was young,
A blessed daughter bore a son.
With a face, so clean and new,
Was there anything he couldn’t do?
So long ago,
That boy was alive,
And yet his memory survives.
So on this day remember it true,
The love of a child bore this message for you.
A simple message,
For you to see,
How magical Christmas can really be.
A simple idea, hard to comprehend,
To which love makes sense of in the end.
Wisdom and Beauty
Does wisdom come with age?
3 years ago I felt the same.
I don't feel much smarter,
My wisdom's born of pain.
Then it came...
The wisdom of age,
The life of the much older.
The beauty of life,
Stripped and much colder.
Does Beauty come leave with age?
beautiful? Could I have been?
How am I supose to know?
No one said so to me
Then it left...
The wisdom of age,
The life of the much older.
The beauty of life,
Stripped and much colder.
Alone in a dream
Alone in a dream I rant and scream,
Alone in a dream I cry.
Alone in a dream I've a long time been,
Without even a reason why.
Roaming alone the young girl goes,
Abondoned by a woman that day.
Alone is the girl with the tied pink bows,
In her hair that flows long so they say.
In a garden of green she walks, so clean,
Looks the grass and the flowers alike.
With the due drops are forming a sheen,
That's transforming this to a plesurable hike.
Then she remembers that she's all alone,
And tears in her eyes can be seen.
But she is soft spoken with a tone,
That's not broken by loneliness cold and mean.
Her strength it does grow stronger,
As the child and the woman reunite.
And the days they grow longer,
As they seem to stretch into night.
Alone in the dream I stand and feel,
Alone in the dream I know.
Alone in the dream which i know is real,
I now realise that im not alone.
Angel Whispers
An angel whispered in my ear,
One day long ago,
And told me not to cry for you,
But instead to let u go.
My watery eyes looked to the sky,
And in great fear asked,
"How can i live without this person?
Why couldn't their life last?".
No voice did i hear that day,
But i did recieve a reply,
A secret was revealed to me,
From the angels in the sky.
They told me in a special way,
Through voices not so new,
Through people i saw everyday,
People like me and you.
They told me straight,
And to me they did not lie,
That a life doesn't last forever,
But love will never die.
So now i know this in my heart,
Although sometimes i stll cry,
I know that love will last forever,
So forever, to love, I'll try.
I’m Still Here
There you go,
I'm still here.
Some go with the flow,
But I'm still here.
Some grow through pain,
But I'm still here.
Some follow God,
But I'm still here.
Where is here?
And why am I stuck there?
I don't know,
But this I can't bear.
I watch death,
But I'm still here.
Am I alive?
I'm still here!
Am I gone?
I'm still here.
I think I'll stop,
...I'm still here.
Goodbye to all,
As I run in fear.
The Truth Behind The Glass
What is the truth behind the glass,
Where she hides from your sight.
All the things that cut her up,
Something there be hidden, her fight.
Where does her beauty come from?
Her light dwelling within.
Withered is her torchered soul,
Why does she hide it, her suposed sin.
Will the trust recover?
Will the light shine again?
By the time we know her pain,
Will it be too late to save her from the rain?
Behind the glass,
The trapped woman fights.
One day maybe,
She will be free.
This woman be you,
This woman be me.
Angel Watching Over
Standing strong in the wind,
This woman will not be broken.
They all try to break her down,
But this is known, and it's unspoken.
How much of her innocence is lost?
How far has this angel fallen?
Like a feather on the wind,
Listen, you'll hear her calling.
She's the strength we all wish for,
The resilient woman in us all,
She's the Angel watching over,
For whom does she fall?
Standing strong in the wind,
This woman will not be broken,
She's the Angel watching over,
And a woman's brilliance unspoken.
Depression feels like…
Falling, falling on to the floor,
I'm lost right now,
like i was before,
Where i've gone it's cold and dark,
How in this place to leave your mark?
Climbing, climbing out of the hole,
Somewhere down there i lost some soul,
Will i make it to the top,
Climbing now, when will it stop?
Light, light covers my skin,
It warms me up from within,
I don't know when my peices will return,
But for that day, forever i will yearn.
Dying of Deceit
Dying of Deceit,
Sufficating in this box,
The safest place there is,
Where they leave us all to rot.
Your protection that you give,
To protect my girlish mind,
Those chains in which i live,
I wish to leave them all behind.
Yes, you say to me,
As you blindfold my eyes,
To protect me from the harshness,
Of that light, the truth can blind.
Why is it that all men see us,
That we need such protection,
That is why i reside alone,
Or maybe it cause Im a rejected.
The one I love
The one i love has deserted me,
The one i love has run.
They have left to find a better place,
They say that Im no fun.
How can i live without them?
My god i need the support.
Am i now not good enough for them?
I feel so distraught.
My life revolved around them,
My peace in them i would find.
Now i feel so lonely,
Why are they so blind.
You know we need each other,
Don't hate me, it's not my fault.
Im sorry i neglected you,
Im sorry that i revolt.
Dawn I am sorry,
Through the hard times, i am a wreck.
I promise, i will be there for you,
No more pain will i inflict.
The one i love has returned,
The one i love is back,
I will no longer hate myself,
And will no longer attack.
I speak of Love
I speak of love,
I speak of truth,
I seek the beauty of my youth.
I did it before,
I'll do it again,
I continue to run away from men.
How to stop it?
I don't know why?
To these questions i give a lie.
Please say the truth,
I need to hear,
I'll wait for you, i'll wait my dear.
So now i tell you,
Before im through,
I will overcome my fear of you.
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